Feelin' Lonely

yeah, so life's pretty good right now..except for the fact that i won't get to see jana until monday, and i prolly won't talk to her more than five or ten minutes over that span...but hey, its cool.  i pulled all a's on the report card, so there mrs. miller, i don't need to do all my homework!  played football after school for the first time in weeks, 'twas sweet after these two black dudes left..we came back and won...got church tonight, first time without eric--our youth pastor until two days ago-- there..he was one of my two role models, the other being mr. Jolley and now both of them have left their significant roles in my life...its pretty depressing, but i know that it must be done for me to grow...my time with each of them has come and passed and now its time for me to make it on my own(in a sense, obviously i still rely on God and others) i guess, i guess its just kind of 'blah' until summer the way i see it, but that can change in a matter of seconds i know...one good time can leave lasting memories for months, and years...God Bless you all, i love ya...but i love jana the most, with all my heart baby! you are the most amazing of all, thank you for the surprise..i'm out

                                                    -kevin

so yeah...was grounded for a little while..no phone no computer, no questions..but its cool..didn't really have much to say....birdland and streetlight manifesto kept me going..but i'm back and whatnot..school's ehh, baseball's all right, look forward to church, especially the excess of coffee i'm going to drink ye-ahh...oh man chameleon..wouldn't a maynard ferguson show be flippin' amazing in '08 oh my word...i would own that show...oh my goodness..i get goose bumps thinkin' about that..cuz right now jazz and marching are the highlights of my band experience, concert's been watered down way too much by next year........but its cool cuz we're getting an army of sweet trumpets from the middle school soon,  and chris raftery whos supposed to be pretty good at bone...so long as he does jazz.....we just need to convert some people to bone..and maybe a few to horn...anyways..i've just been in a band sort of mind lately...music is amazing and gets me throught everything......next year is gonna kick.......but i leave you all until next time..i think i'm going to go pwn one of my family members in chess or something..maybe clean some oxidized coins...love and blessings

                                                     -kevin

Currently Listening Chameleon By Maynard Ferguson see related

Wow..i can't believe it's only been three months...it seems like oh so much longer....i love you jana

well, in other news..i am as sore as they come because i was horribly out of shape before going to baseball conditioning the past few days...but it'll be all right after next week...until then, if you see me walking funny-you know why........um..school's all right, although i can't help but feel like its even more monotonous than before with baseball after school..i mean, it really cuts into my sittin' around time-jk..........will, myself and whoever else is there early tomorrow are going to go sample the McDonald's breakfast $1 menu tomorrow morning, and after conditioning hopefully i'll be able to hang out with trey and the gang on trey's birthday...i get a physical saturday..*turn your head and cough please* oh man, won't that be exciting! So far the new year is pretty cool, not much to complain about..keep on rockin' in '06 you guys...God Bless

                                                    K-Bizzle (Whitey)

The End of an Age

Well, the new year is but a few days away...plans for parties are being made..people are trekking to the mecca known as Times Square to witness a ball dropping, which somehow signifies the changing of one year to the next...for those going to greg's ..live it up, don't toke too much, but not too little..and i would love to hear the streaking stories afterwards...for those that are going to the WOC NYEE all nighter- good luck, i won't be attending but i hope that you can bear the young ones...um..everyone else, i hope that you have fun and aren't too hungover on National Hangover Day..but realize this: School starts again soon..Christmas Break is drawing to a close and the end of an age is at hand...'05 is leaving us soon, and '06 shall be in its stead..whether or not '06 will be as enjoyable,eventful, or interesting as 2005 was and is yet ot be in the next 48 hours or so, it shall be an adventure nonetheless, i'd like to think that anything bad from this past year can be forgiven over the promise of a new one, and on the other hand, those good memories may never be forgotten..so get some sleep tonight, so that you can party hard tomorrow, whether it be with family, friends, or by yourself, do something that allows you to know that this year has been worthwhile and that the next will be even better...2006, i believe we are ready for you, both the good and bad(and the ugly) that this year will bring..God only knows...so i leave you with this..don't hold grudges over the new year, forgive..and remember those that have remembered you and you'll surely prosper..God Bless

                                                -kevin

Currently Listening The Wall (Deluxe Packaging Digitally Remastered) By Pink Floyd Hey You see related

wow....Christmas was pretty amazing to me, i was blessed with so much stuff, i don't know what to do with it all, i can't believe how all out my parents went this year...we're prolly not going to vacation anywhere crazy this year..but how did you all do? did santa bring you everything you wanted? i know he did for me...i hope that everyone has a safe break and that no one gets too crazy on new years' eve..God Bless...can't wait to see you again!

                   -kevin